Still Me

The winds blow through the still airs of time,
Continuing past the present and onward to the future.
As my eyes closed and my body rests,
I am transported to a realm of earth and beauty.
I see and hear and smell all of everyday,
Endless signs of life and existences.
What is but a dream,
Of which is my reality?
How far I can travel,
That I end up in the same place as yesterday.
With the mountains still unreachable,
I continue to climb.

The air of the still winds of through the falling skies,
Wandering around a dream of a feeling of forgetting.
I don´t know where I am,
And I think I don´t want to know.
Confusion and hardships aligning my passage,
All with my eyes closed blindly.

Farther on I go,
Farther still I went.
I am as I move,
And yet I am no longer I

So says the chance of fate,
As echoed by the times of destiny.
I sometimes think confused and lost,
To only go in circles.
All this and more,
While my spirit strives and my eyes closed still.

Questions unanswered,
Yet known already.
How can this be,
Of this dream or reality?
With certainty and confusion,
Of hope and despair.
What world is this that I create,
That continues changes without my saying?
Am I alone or just a speck of a thought,
Do I truly believe in what I think I believe?

Life, dream, reality, and yet,
I continue.
 I survive, I breath, I evolve.
And through it all, I am still me.

By Alicia Pickard
January 4, 2003

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